college...orz

taught about tweeting but realized i removed so many ppl i basically had no one to consult with. try writing on DA but saw journal i didn't want to see so i logged out without doing anything;;;
so i'm writing here hoping someone will read and ... nvm (vlllv`)

been stressed out with myself recently about college and future...
i don't know what to do with myself ;___;

was originally aiming for teacher but lost confidence mid-way through my study
later found out my counselor was not much of a help and changed to a new person
found out with my new counselor that i wasn't even taking courses to become a teacher
so now i'm majoring art:graphic design (which i hardly believe i can do)
and minoring in math←

when i first thought of becoming a teacher, counselor#1 told me i should minor in math since math/english teachers were on demand for most school(english was out of option since my english was horrible)
so i did. and what she told me was, "i don't need to take anymore classes when i transfer after i complete these listed courses here in XXX college"
yeah... i believed it. i believed that after i take these math courses here, i didn't need to take higher courses when i transferred

that was a lie.

back then(and also now), i didn't know a single thing about college and believed and did each and every single thing my counselor said. and this is what i get...

looked at upper division class for math minor today and was devastated at how much work i had to do
i'm not good with math at all and it was pure luck and a miracle i even passed calc1 and calc2 and now i have to confront calc3;;;

i don't know if i should continue my math minor plan;; almost thought about quitting and just get my AA(liberal art: emphasis in mathematics) but....(´~`；；)
what exactly can i do with just an AA?? i've been google-ing for an answer but couldn't find anything;;

i really need someone to consult with... school counselor is not enough for me and my mom only went to beauty college and she doesn't know much about college. i never interacted with my relatives so i can't seek help from them;;

should i continue with math minor or throw it out the window and just focus on art major...i need help TTmTT`